Life.

Today is one of those days that you just wonder, why me? Good thing I have the Gospel in my life. Not only did I have to make it through my grandma's funeral (such a hard, hard funeral but also uplifting), but once we got out of the funeral we found out that my grandma in Canada passed away today too. And grandpa got put on a machine to help him breathe in the hospital and has an infection. I just feel like everything came down at once. My brain is having a hard time comprehending it. It is almost like I don't know if my heart can take any more trials and heartaches. I just hurt. I can't wait until I feel happy again. I almost feel like I should be happier because I do know the truth if the Gospel, but it is just a hard time. I am so glad that I can be with the family and know that they are going through the same thing as me. Family is the best thing ever at times like these. Thank heavens for family and God bless this great family that I have been blessed to.